brandon me and dada miss you so much. we tried for you for ages so when we got to have you it was the best ever. we only got to have you for 5 and a half months. you had just started doing stuff a couple of days before you died like rolling over, holding your own bottle and drinking juice because up until then you would only drink milk. i will never forget the day you died the night you had not been settling like you normally did so your dada stayed up all night with you then he came to bed about 6 saying he couldnt stay awake anymore so we led there waiting for you to wake up but i woke at 10 thinking you had slept for ages so but i thought that you would b tired so i left you in your room till 10.30 and i found what no mum should find you were led on your belly wrapped in your blanket so i grabbed you and went running to bedroom to wake youjr dada up screaming at him to wake up then for some reason i went running next door they came in trying to resusitate you but i knew you were dead. but even today it is really erything else is a blur. all that i know is even today it hhurts lots my arms ache for you very much. love and miss you always baby boy xxx